Life. Life. Life.

I don't know how I have ended up to this point in my life. I'm 25 years old. Single. Which is totally fine. But, my point is that I'm 25 and I don't know how to carry on a conversation without it being awkward with a man that I'm attracted to. I feel like I should've learn this in life already. I don't like feeling like a weirdo. I don't like the feeling of not having any self worth. I'm just not writing this because of one person, I'm writing this because I have seen it for awhile and it's just really bothering me. I don't want to seem like the crazy one. I just want finding the one to be easy. And I feel like I just make it so much harder. I know that it'll eventually happen when its suppose to, but it's just driving me crazy. Not having a the feeling of self worth is making me depressed. But, I know that it'll get better. onnnnnneeeeeeee day.