Thursday, July 1, 2010

No more Charlie Brown.

"A realization of the universal lack of self-confidence tends to strengthen one’s own."
Anonymous

I have never been the one to have confidence. I've never had the confidence to speak up in a room full of people. I've never had the confidence to be me. I've always wondered why people like other people better. It's because they are confident in themselves. Nobody wants to be around someone that isn't confident. I know it drives me crazy when i'm around people that are always bringing themselves down. I don't want to be the Charlie Brown in the group anymore. Because if i'm not Charlie Brown anymore, I will finally be comfortable with myself. and it's not even that. I need to love who God made me. God made me into this wonderful women. A woman that is chasing after his heart. That's all i need. I'm getting rid of the Megan Version of Charlie Brown. and just being me. I thought i had to be something special. I thought i have to stand out like to me everyone else is. I'm just me. God created me. And that's good enough for me.


"Don't be concerned about the outward beauty of fancy hairstyles, expensive jewelry, or beautiful clothes. You should clothe yourselves instead with the beauty that comes from within, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is so precious to God."
 1 Peter 3:3-4