Father's Day

Father's Day is probably one of the things that I don't look forward too. It makes me think of the relationship that I used to have with my Dad. And the love that used to be there. I know that my dad still loves me. But It's just not the same. So, I need to celebrate Father's day even though we don't have a relationship. So, I decided to celebrate the father that I used to know. The Father that I loved and adored for the first 14 years of my life. I will always love you Dad. And I know that your human and you've messed up, but let's do something about this relationship. Let's keep moving Forward not backwards.

                            From the beginning, you took care of us and loved us no matter what.

                             Everyone in the family respected each other. There was SO much love.

You were a Dad that was very involved in our lives. We felt so loved!

You would always be involved with the sports that we played. This is a picture of the four of us and you swore that you would never be like your Dad.. (not involved in your life at all) But you did.

 We would go fishing together, and I loved that time that we and you just had to ourselves. It was such a great bonding time for us. :)

I love my Dad so much! For the first 14 years of my life, he was such an amazing person that I could totally look up too! He was such a sweet, loving, family man, kind, wonderful, funny man!!!! I'm so grateful that I had 14 years to know my Dad. I love you and miss you everyday!


Now, to the other very special person in my life.... My Moda. This is the nickname that I came up with because my Mom is my Mom and Dad.  My Moda is such a wonderful person, and she deserves the best.  I'm so entirely grateful that I have this specific person in my life. I wouldn't have been able to go through the things that I went through without her. God has truly blessed me with giving me my Mom. 

You loved me from the beginning. And you'll always love me. Even when I'm a crabby person. You love me at my worst, and at my best. :)

We look so much a like! We always have the best time together!! :)

                                           We always seem to make our own entertainment :)

                           To us getting in trouble... But then we end up laughing about it later :)

I love you so much MODA!!! HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!!!!!!

Thank you so much for stepping up when you didn't have too! I'm sure it's difficult to be both the Mom and Dad, But you did an awesome job!! I love you so much!! You mean so so much to me!! :)